although i may look weak and pathetic by the words i might write,
i do not care the less for what my heart beats i'll cry.

darling i miss you in my arms i really do
i miss me losing my breath when im deep in your belly
your lips that touch mine and we kiss with your imperfect teeth
your hands in the afternoon sweating in mine.

im sorry for everything that i have done
for me being childish and considered everything fun
i thought of you less coz my heart wasnt sure
when and if i should really fall in love with you

it was sudden, our meeting, and loving so long
i was afraid and unwilling to suddenly let go
but when the day came that you were walking away
i decided to walk behind you and love you all the way

but then you got too far, my feet couldnt follow
your presence was long gone when i was looking in your hollow eyes
our i love yous were said but we never did feel it anymore
so you said your farewell and i followed you more

i was sad when we got back together coz we still had the fights
when we said we'll work it out, we never had that night
and so i said goodbye, so we'll see how our future looks
pretending that i meant it, i was alone for good

i thought you'd run after me, but i was so wrong
our love could have lasted even if it was bad
i loved you and you loved me but what happened my love?
maybe i was the only one left and you have loved someone else

i still love you and i cant take it anymore
i miss your scent your sweat i miss you more and more
i love you still and its hard to let go
of the sad words you didn't mean that you'll never let go